I want to tell you something.

I don't know who you are, but if you're on this website, chances are you're either an artist or you love the things on this website.

If you're an artist or you love drawing: it's hard. Yes, there's so many things to learn. It seems pretty much impossible. But you know what? Someday you'll look back at your old art, things you forgot that you drew for years and years, and you'll suddenly realise that it was the impossible challenge that made you give the best of yourself. That's right. The best of yourself. No matter how it looks. Sometimes you've just gotta experiment.

If you are someone who enjoys the things here:

Don't ever forget it. When you grow up, remember how beautiful this place was. It inspired you. It made your day. It was special. It still is.

I remember seeing so many talented artists here, I wished that one day I could draw just like them. That wish came true.

Don't listen to people who say you have to grow up and leave all this behind. People who make games, animations, art, they bring people together. They form friendships. It's a lot more than just silly funny weird things on the Internet.

And last of all.... don't give up. Ever.

Show those assholes that underestimated, judged or ignored you who you really are. Make it your mission.

One day you'll show them how wrong they were about you, and it will bring you the greatest sense of achievement ever.

Since the last time I posted here I've gone through an immense change.

I won several art prizes which made me realise Im an actual artist (Ive been in denial over it because things came naturally to me so I felt fake aka imposter syndrome), I overcame depression, I did weightlifting and strength training at the gym and I finally have a purpose and positive outlook in life.

This is the drawing I'm currently almost finished working on.

Music that inspired me:

Ofdream - Thelema, Fallen Angel

Foo fighters - Everlong

Mr Kitty - Destruction of us

I have been trying to express my soul through this drawing. I never plan anything beforehand, it is spontaneously made up as I go along. I feel something strong inside me, glowing in the vast darkness of the sky.

Hello?

Hey there I've been taking medicine (tranquilliser and antidepressant) to make me feel better. (It's working :) ) I'm seeing a good psychiatrist and I'm still drawing from time to time. I wish you well if you're having bad days too, see a doctor if you need to cause they can help you.

You know that feeling when it's August and it feels like the world is ending? I get that feeling whenever I listen to synthwave. It's like a different hidden world inside of the regular world. Or maybe it's the world that really exists and the regular world is too dull and kind of meaningless without it. But luckily it exists

Well...I almost killed myself while making this one part. It was pretty late and I just refused to stop. Work's still in progress! :)



Wanted to make the line a rainbow 

Wanted to make the lower half exclusively green and flame like

The rings/flames coming out of the thing weren't planned in my head from the start. Everything's changed...

Now it looks less like a moon and more like a star.